Jan 29, 2006 19:32
Sorry it has been a while. Drama has taken over my life. Less than two weeks until performance and everyone has gone completely insane. It’s normal, but none ever remembers that. I had practice from nine to twelve yesterday. Seeing as I live forty-five minutes away from school, I didn’t get to catch up on sleep. I was woken up by a ten-year-old boy today pounding on my door and yelling at me to get up. Which confused me because at first I had no clue who he was until he turned on the light. March break cannot come soon enough. It will be nice, because I can relax at home without my parents hanging around to utterly un-relax me. That is what happens on weekends. The winter carnival week is over at my school. It made me come to the realization that I am not competitive at all. We had all these activities on Friday. Everyone was getting so into them. I was just sitting there like-is it weird that I don’t care? It could also have something to do with my lack of school spirit. Though I think it is because I am uncompetitive. Maybe it’s a good thing I don’t play sports. Or maybe that’s why I don’t play sports. I did play soccer from second to fifth grade. I don’t know if I was competitive then, because there is a huge gap in my childhood memories. I remember pre-school and kindergarten really well. I have two memories from first grad and three from second grade. I remember third and forth grade better. Then my memories come back in fifth grade. It’s kind of an issue. I seriously have more memories from before pre-school than second grade. I had terrible teachers in first and second grade. Maybe I blocked the memories out or something. It’s weird.
Random note. The tin-man costume for our play looks exactly like on of Ewan Mcgregor’s costumes in Velvet Goldmine except in silver instead of gold. It is the scene where we see him and Brian kiss for the first time. I'll get a link to a picture later. *Is too lazy* Now all we need is to dress the scarecrow up as Brian. Dorothy could be Mandy. The wizard could be Jerry. Glinda could be Jack Fairy. Anyways. Moving along.
I have been having a lot of writing problems recently. My writer’s block is worse than ever. I can’t even write a single word on any of the one-shots I’ve started. It’s terrible because I want to so badly. Anyone want to inspire me? I have no inspiration left.
Speaking of being sucked dry of inspiration I have to go do homework. Badly. Love.