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Happy New Year. Happy Holidays.... happy everything else.
My New Year's Eve was fun. Nothing too exciting. I went to a friends house and we hung out and watched movies. I'm not sure how I feel about making resolutions. I mean, it's just a date right? I think I should be able to do these things without having them be "resolutions". It kind of seems weird to me. When you actually think about years, they are just a certain number of days that someone made up. A year could of just as easily been 400 days. Or 112 days. Which is weird to think about.
It is hard for me to think about 2005 as a whole. There seems like there are lots of parts to it. Last school year seems like it was ages away from this one. Some of the year really sucked. I'm kind of glad it's over. I've changed a lot over the course of the year. I think I've matured. I have most definitely improved my taste in music. I've improved as an artist and writer. I still hate change. I still hate growing up. I still fully believe in Peter Pan. My sister is still probably my favorite person in the world. I still am a dork, in fact I think I've become even more dorky and nerdy because I am perfectly happy with being one.
I was reading through my old entries. I really don't like the person I used to be. Wow, that sounded over-dramatic. I was just... I don't know. Annoying comes to mind.
I really should be doing something creative right now. Like writing, or drawing. Or something along those lines. I hate how easily distracted I am. School is almost back. On Sunday and Monday I am going to be doing work all day. So now I feel like I should be doing something worth while. School really drains me of all creative urges. All school makes me want to do is go to sleep. I'm having a writer’s block that has been lasting months. I'm having issues writing endings. Endings suck. I hate endings. I can't seem to finish anything I start recently. I think I am going to go and attempt to finish this one piece. If anyone wants to help me let me know. *hint hint*
I hope you all have a great year. I know a few of you who really deserve it.
My New Year's Eve was fun. Nothing too exciting. I went to a friends house and we hung out and watched movies. I'm not sure how I feel about making resolutions. I mean, it's just a date right? I think I should be able to do these things without having them be "resolutions". It kind of seems weird to me. When you actually think about years, they are just a certain number of days that someone made up. A year could of just as easily been 400 days. Or 112 days. Which is weird to think about.
It is hard for me to think about 2005 as a whole. There seems like there are lots of parts to it. Last school year seems like it was ages away from this one. Some of the year really sucked. I'm kind of glad it's over. I've changed a lot over the course of the year. I think I've matured. I have most definitely improved my taste in music. I've improved as an artist and writer. I still hate change. I still hate growing up. I still fully believe in Peter Pan. My sister is still probably my favorite person in the world. I still am a dork, in fact I think I've become even more dorky and nerdy because I am perfectly happy with being one.
I was reading through my old entries. I really don't like the person I used to be. Wow, that sounded over-dramatic. I was just... I don't know. Annoying comes to mind.
I really should be doing something creative right now. Like writing, or drawing. Or something along those lines. I hate how easily distracted I am. School is almost back. On Sunday and Monday I am going to be doing work all day. So now I feel like I should be doing something worth while. School really drains me of all creative urges. All school makes me want to do is go to sleep. I'm having a writer’s block that has been lasting months. I'm having issues writing endings. Endings suck. I hate endings. I can't seem to finish anything I start recently. I think I am going to go and attempt to finish this one piece. If anyone wants to help me let me know. *hint hint*
I hope you all have a great year. I know a few of you who really deserve it.