This is my resolution
My resolution is to update LJ while on the train.
So...... Last night I had huge problems with my allergies. My coworker told me "you work a lot... Around non working people". Which I believe was a joke but actually I get by on the bare minimum.
One thing I've been worried about is my complete lack of remembering..... Anything. I started freaking myself out that there is something wrong with me, but I don't think so. I just get new ideas or things to remember and it gets shoved to the side. THAT is the problem.
Example.... In my Global Kids class, they are supposed to be playing with couscous. I have forgotten to buy it SEVERAL times. Although my coworker was kind enough to remind me at 11:30p if we had some for today.... >:/ But we are allowed to improvise if we think the activity is crappy.
Besides my early onset of memory loss, Tetsu and I are gonna take lots of vacations within the next year. I started worrying about money but, screw that. I shouldn't. In October (maybe), we are going to the states. Then the next plan is May for the Hawaii wedding and honeymoon in Hawaii and Italy (the plan).
I just need a REAL vacation where I don't have to work while I'm not in Japan. I just have to become better at saving money. Which is the next plan.
I'm taking a break from belly dance lessons this week. I have a show on Wednesday anyway, so I'm gonna practice instead. After this, I'm not doing a show since the audition for pro is coming up in November/December.
Yesterday, Tetsu asked me to go get him something to drink. When I came back, he had turned off all the lights, lit a candle and had some music on. We danced and I was a sap and cried. It was so nice and sweet 。・゜・(ノД`)・゜・。
Speaking of that, I realized I'm way too angry recently. A coworker and I had a tiff but it ended with tears and hugs. I'm glad because when I left for work, I felt a huge stress come off my shoulders. Then I thought "omg I'm a huge asshole!!!" I get mad at everything! Especially on the morning commute. Then I get pissed at work and it trickles down onto Tetsu. Not good. So I'm trying to be less angry, bitchy, and an asshole.