Whispers in the Dark
Well uhm... hi.
This feels so awkward. Like talking to a big empty room. There used to be people here, but I don't know who is left. Nothing to be said on that, really, I can't expect anyone to stick around after I fall off the face of the earth for years with not but a word. Yeah, I'm sorry about that. A lot more than you'd know, or think, I guess.
I'm really not sure what happened, at which point exactly the kink in the works came from. I have a few inklings.
All I know is that in the last month I've had time to reminice a lot, and I miss this place. I miss the people. I miss my fandom. Feels like a hole in the heart, going over some stuff I have archived offline.
I haven't been over to the fandom pages yet. Took me two weeks just to work up the courage to log into my own page. Guess I feel like I don't really deserve to come back here.
So, hi again *waves*, to anybody that's still around, watching this wretched blog of mine. I don't know if I'm back. But I'd like to be.