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I feel like shit tonight. I dont quite know why, but everything is so blank to me. I'm barely even talking to Ashley... I havnt left my room in hours, and Ive been in and out of bed staring at the ceiling wondering why Im staring at the damn ceiling. I miss Ashley like a mofo and cannot stand to see how miserable she is in Mass. I want to be able to hold her in my arms here in my room and never let her go back to that place and see her happy. She doesn't deserve to be unhappy in any way.. at all. My back hurts probably from that god forsaken bed, my computer is acting slow for no reason what-so-ever. I just feel dead right now... like theres nothing and no one around me and I just want to lay in bed and sleep the week away...
...and I still miss Ashley.
...and I still miss Ashley.