Disgruntled rant 3
I don't know why I fucking do this. No one reads this crud anyway. But whatever right? It's like cheap theropy or some denial inforced thing like that.
So like last week and this one have been really annoying. My boyfriend's been off-line for like forever after he promised he'd be on and talk to me. I know he's busy with work but I just wish that he'd at least send me an IM to let me know what's going on insted of finally answering after I threaten to yell at him in a Deviant Art journal entry. Then Ty fucking leaves me hanging and just fucking runs away and doesn the same thing Neil did with the whole not responding until I threaten his safe spot of cowardice.
My mother made it clear that she fucking cares more for her new puppy than me when I was in horrible pain and all she could do was yell at me because I shouted at her dog for chasing my cats. I'm sorry but those fucking cats have kept me alive when everything else failed me. They're more than just cats to me, they're the only things that know I'm stupid and take things personally and that I DO cut myself and I DO contimplate suicide (but won't do it because I know those fucking roommates of mine could never take care of my cats if I died.)
So after that I go to a friend's house for two days in order to try and cool down, of course I'm all shoved into work but nothing bad, just helped them with their roof and I'm fine with that. What I'm not fine with was how the only man of the house (who is moving out soon, thank god) couldn't stop being a fucking asshole to them while I was there. He's MOVING OUT! Can't he just shut his fucking hole?! He's just a freaking morron who can't hold a glass cups because he breaks them but he doesn't even replace them so Kristie has to get plastic cups for him because he's nice and he takes advantage of that!
Anyway, while working on the roof I got covered with algea and muck and got sick. I had to borrow some clothes from Jaime but she's cool and lent me some. Then when I got home I had to clean dog-droppings out of the SHOWER!!! We have two freaking dogs! Both BIG DOGS that KNOW HOW TO GO OUTSIDE! This was done by a small dog and I'm rather pissed off about that.
I finally get a shower after it's all cleaned up, and then I have to put stuff in the shed because my roommates couldn't fathum the fact that the crud on the back pourch needs to go to the dump. While I was doing that I got my arm stung in the arm on a nerv! YES A NERV! By a hornet and that thing freaking HURT! and I couldn't use my arm for 12 hours or it'd throb with pain. The next day it didn't hurt just itched like hell and it swelled up a third of my forearm. The next day it's not as bad but my whole arm throbbed with agony no matter what I did with it.
Well, the second day of my nice hornet sting I had to install a screen door. Jaime was AWESOME and helped me with that. I helped with dinner, Kristie and Jaime ate with us and we all watched that new show on WB called SUPERNATURAL it's awesome. Then I took them home, was tempted to just move in with them...
When I got back I stayed up all night cleaning dirt blotches off of the walls (freaking filthy roommates) because some apprazer was suposed to come over because my parents wanted some lone from some stupid bank. Well, we live in a duplex and they only looked at one side and left, not even trying to see all the hard work that was put into cleaning up the pit that I call home. Well, FUCK YOU APPRAZEL LADY!!
So, next day, right? People won't shut up and they're yelling like usual. Want my life yet?
And today! Yes today, my FUCKING DOG chewed up the last pair of shoes I have... again. These shoes were perfect too. My little brother bought them for me because I HAVE NO MONEY! And MY DOG CHEWED THEM UP!! Needless to say I beat him with said chewed up shoe and I think he now has a fear of shoes, if not then I'll have to install that fear so that he'd stop IT!
So like last week and this one have been really annoying. My boyfriend's been off-line for like forever after he promised he'd be on and talk to me. I know he's busy with work but I just wish that he'd at least send me an IM to let me know what's going on insted of finally answering after I threaten to yell at him in a Deviant Art journal entry. Then Ty fucking leaves me hanging and just fucking runs away and doesn the same thing Neil did with the whole not responding until I threaten his safe spot of cowardice.
My mother made it clear that she fucking cares more for her new puppy than me when I was in horrible pain and all she could do was yell at me because I shouted at her dog for chasing my cats. I'm sorry but those fucking cats have kept me alive when everything else failed me. They're more than just cats to me, they're the only things that know I'm stupid and take things personally and that I DO cut myself and I DO contimplate suicide (but won't do it because I know those fucking roommates of mine could never take care of my cats if I died.)
So after that I go to a friend's house for two days in order to try and cool down, of course I'm all shoved into work but nothing bad, just helped them with their roof and I'm fine with that. What I'm not fine with was how the only man of the house (who is moving out soon, thank god) couldn't stop being a fucking asshole to them while I was there. He's MOVING OUT! Can't he just shut his fucking hole?! He's just a freaking morron who can't hold a glass cups because he breaks them but he doesn't even replace them so Kristie has to get plastic cups for him because he's nice and he takes advantage of that!
Anyway, while working on the roof I got covered with algea and muck and got sick. I had to borrow some clothes from Jaime but she's cool and lent me some. Then when I got home I had to clean dog-droppings out of the SHOWER!!! We have two freaking dogs! Both BIG DOGS that KNOW HOW TO GO OUTSIDE! This was done by a small dog and I'm rather pissed off about that.
I finally get a shower after it's all cleaned up, and then I have to put stuff in the shed because my roommates couldn't fathum the fact that the crud on the back pourch needs to go to the dump. While I was doing that I got my arm stung in the arm on a nerv! YES A NERV! By a hornet and that thing freaking HURT! and I couldn't use my arm for 12 hours or it'd throb with pain. The next day it didn't hurt just itched like hell and it swelled up a third of my forearm. The next day it's not as bad but my whole arm throbbed with agony no matter what I did with it.
Well, the second day of my nice hornet sting I had to install a screen door. Jaime was AWESOME and helped me with that. I helped with dinner, Kristie and Jaime ate with us and we all watched that new show on WB called SUPERNATURAL it's awesome. Then I took them home, was tempted to just move in with them...
When I got back I stayed up all night cleaning dirt blotches off of the walls (freaking filthy roommates) because some apprazer was suposed to come over because my parents wanted some lone from some stupid bank. Well, we live in a duplex and they only looked at one side and left, not even trying to see all the hard work that was put into cleaning up the pit that I call home. Well, FUCK YOU APPRAZEL LADY!!
So, next day, right? People won't shut up and they're yelling like usual. Want my life yet?
And today! Yes today, my FUCKING DOG chewed up the last pair of shoes I have... again. These shoes were perfect too. My little brother bought them for me because I HAVE NO MONEY! And MY DOG CHEWED THEM UP!! Needless to say I beat him with said chewed up shoe and I think he now has a fear of shoes, if not then I'll have to install that fear so that he'd stop IT!