ho hum
Well....that was an interesting conversation...
Most definitely not what I was expecting (or hoping) would happen.
It's funny though. I've spent so much time wanting/being a good person and trying to help others out the best I can...but sometimes it's to the detriment of what I want. It means that I have a bias, and therefor should not technically be counseling the person.
Yet how can I try and bend things towards what I want when the other person trusts me to help them.
I want to help people find happiness...just sucks when you're helping them find happiness with someone else, someone else that you wish you could be.
Oh how appropriate...T.A.T.U Just came on singing "I only want what I can't have, I only need what I don't want"
Maybe I need to learn to be selfish once in a while and just go for and take what I want...and deal with what ever comes from that choice.
Most definitely not what I was expecting (or hoping) would happen.
It's funny though. I've spent so much time wanting/being a good person and trying to help others out the best I can...but sometimes it's to the detriment of what I want. It means that I have a bias, and therefor should not technically be counseling the person.
Yet how can I try and bend things towards what I want when the other person trusts me to help them.
I want to help people find happiness...just sucks when you're helping them find happiness with someone else, someone else that you wish you could be.
Oh how appropriate...T.A.T.U Just came on singing "I only want what I can't have, I only need what I don't want"
Maybe I need to learn to be selfish once in a while and just go for and take what I want...and deal with what ever comes from that choice.