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dark_butler

XXXVI.

Jan 31, 2007 09:49

suigintou, lacroix, aizen, rosiel, girlycard, integral, arthur, zaheela, rayne, luke

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Private to Walter just_rayne January 31 2007, 19:16:29 UTC

I'm really starting to feel useless here. I hope she turns up soon. I wish I could help you out with the tea but I can't make miracles happen.

Private to Rayne dark_butler January 31 2007, 19:35:02 UTC

I understand the sentiment. I loathe that whoever has her is probably laughing at the futility of so many of these efforts.

Tea... no, you can't make miracles. Perhaps I'll stop wanting it when I truly accept what I am.

Private to Walter//Unhackable just_rayne January 31 2007, 19:52:15 UTC

I can't believe how thorough the culprits are..I mean nothing is working.

As I grow older I find that I grow less and less human...maybe I am like him...

[ooc: strike deleted hard.]

Private to Rayne//Unhackable dark_butler January 31 2007, 20:33:51 UTC

It shows that whoever it is is neither an amateur nor an overt fool.

I'm told that to stay sane I must put humanity behind me. I am told to stay sane I must keep with humans to hold to what humanity I have left.

I cannot decide which approach is the better one, since I must live with what I am.

Private to Walter//Unhackable just_rayne January 31 2007, 20:45:16 UTC

I believe the trick to surviving the ages is learning to walk the fine line between the two existences. I work for mortals yet I prey upon mortals as well.

I've had to let go of much of my human self as I grew older and realized that I had stopped aging. I don't want to completely let go of my humanity but I do understand that if I stick around I am going to have to shelf most of it.

I know some say there is no middle ground in this situation but I wouldn't exist if there were not middle ground to be had.

Private to Rayne//Unhackable dark_butler January 31 2007, 21:17:15 UTC

I'll find the way to my balance. Perhaps I am finding a small portion of empathy for the Police Girl on this. We just had different starting points for adjusting to the loss of our lives as we knew them.

[ooc: Oh, I'm sure Lacroix is going to love her for that sentiment.]

Private to Walter//Unhackable just_rayne February 1 2007, 06:32:51 UTC

You're strong and smart, I'm positive that you'll find a way to fully cope with things.

I've had my whole life to comtemplate my existence since I was born into vampirism. You were turned not too long ago so of course you still have a ways to go.

[ooc; Well he is going to have his hands full soon since I just apped his master. XD Oh yeah fun times are ahead.]

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