guess where i fucking am

Jan 19, 2006 18:15

Las Positas.
No, not STILL.
I'm fucking BACK.
I hate the bus. Okay? Okay. So the bus schedules are hella misleading. Tell me I did not just spend a total of two hours and fifteen minutes waiting for then GETTING ON the wrong bus, taking a tour of Livermore then landing my ass back here!
THIS IS WHY I REFUSE TO TAKE PUBLIC TRANSIT UNLESS I ABSOLUTELY HAVE TO.
Do you understand NOW?
I just WASTED TWO HOURS.
I WON'T BE ABLE TO GET SHIT DONE TODAY! NOTHING! EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE FUCKING CLOSED BY TIME I GET BACK...TO WHEREVER I CAN GET BACK TO! IF I EVEN CAN GET BACK THERE!
So basically if Jeff doesn't answer his phone or does and can't help me
Or if my parents refuse to help me...assuming I can get ahold of them...
I am going to be spending the night on a FUCKING PARK BENCH because I don't have anyone's number.
I totally hate everything right now. I am so pissed off. SO PISSED OFF.

And tell me...WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE 25 TO RENT A CAR?! I'm 18. I can smoke, vote, move out of my parents house, have had my liscence for 2 1/2 YEARS, have owned a car for about that long, HAVE INSURANCE, but I can't RENT A CAR?! If I could rent a car none of this would be happening right now and I'd be on my merry way, and so would my car, in the shop getting fixed. People are so STUPID. I have good credit. I am RELIABLE. I AM FUCKING RESPONSIBLE AS ALL HELL. And pretty much fucking self-sustaining, until NOW where I am forced to rely on others and when push comes to shove oh look... who do I have to rely on... Oh wait...

I just want to scream, "FUCK YOU" over and over and over again.

::DaRk BlU::
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