Truth

Jan 14, 2004 18:52

No, this isnt a drug commercial....
Does every one want to know the truth about the way I feel?? Cause here it goes.
1- I feel like Julie is a traitor. That doesnt mean I don't want to be friends with her, I just feel like she betrayed my trust.
2- I still love Mat. Even though he broke my heart, even though he is continuing to break my heart by confusing me beyond frickin' reason.
3- The entire male population has lost it.

WHAT THE HELL???
Why does the world either hate me or love me too much...
Yes, I still love Mat. I'm getting over him, but every once in a while I get my stupid hopes up and then my world comes crashing down when I see him holding hands with Julie...
*sighs and smiles softly* But...I've got all my friends and my admirers...I love them, Goddess know's I do...and when I am finally over that cheating jerk, whom I sadly still love...I'll be able to make my decision on who I will finally date exclusively...though right now I'm kind of having fun being single...
I dunno...I hate my life...
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