May 12, 2006 12:25
things are weird....im just getting over being sick
i still feel like shit, more so emotionally
i juat get the feeling that i cant trust you
it hurts, but i dont know why its like a something in my head and gut
are riping me open inside....
i spoke to her last night
shes always so knowing....
she tells me everything
and it always happens
and so she tells me to be careful
so now im confused....
i think i just need someone to talk to
someone to understand
i see the patterns
so i guess now theres only time to
think it through and see if i should hold on
or let go....this is always so hard
and why? i dunno maybe i dont wanna accept the fact
that shes always right, or maybe things can change
all i know is i wont trust anyone anymore
my heart has been broken to many times....
thank you again danielle for your insight i owe you