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Aug 26, 2005 03:59

so here is another update for anyone who gives a flying fuck
got a new apartment in bayview....my own place....its nice....
kinda lonely considering i have always had roommates
oh well it will be kool living alone for a change
this place is nice no more eastside
im putting it beside me, i dont need this side of town anymore
and the bullshit people that come with it, funny i really found out
who some of my true friends where, they are the ones i have soent all my time with
matt, loren, katie, damien, paden, kevin, sarah, cheryl, amy,
been talking to my ex that i have knowen for like almost 7 years
kinda wish things would have worked out back in the day part of me loves her
but shes a fucking hoe so i would never waste my time

everything else
my mind slowly slips away at times
i feel them near me
if only i had the balls to tell her
that to me she is absoluty a fucking doll
drop dead beautiful, it stings me on the inside
for you i would cross a ocean of time
fucking change how i am to make you happy if i ever had the chance
but i will remain silent and never utter a word because it wasnt ment to be said
but in my eyes i will watch you and think you are the most lovely being
and be glad i have the chance to know you, because to me you are true beauty
you make me want to be a better person, and strive for something i truely believe in
because you believe in me, and what im doing, and for that anything i can do
to ever make you happy you just let me know and ill leave it all to be there for you

band shit
doing pretty good we welcome paden playing
6 string bass for us now you rock kid!!!!
oct 15th looking like a show date
this time we are not rushing into anything
taking time and getting ready to record
look out everyone realm of glass is coming

people in life
fuck the vast majoirity of you mother fuckers
you think i dont see through you? maybe i didnt give up because i believed in you
and you failed me, trust me now....one day you will answer to me and my not forgiving
will only add to your personal hell!!!! i was there in truest form
i never fucked anyone over, i was always a good person to you fucks
now trust me it is i who shall have the last laugh
you will realize how you lost the best person to be friends with
and you did it YOUR TIME WILL COME
YOU WILL GET BACK EVERYTHING YOU GAVE
YOU WILL SUFFER
YOU WILL PAY

saying goodbye to the cambridge house
well it was one hell of a place
kinda hard to know i have to say goodbye
kinda sucks that matt has to go cause hes been a good roommate
and a good friend, matt if you read this i love you man
but we gotta get the fuck outta here!!!!
well all it has been fun but times change forever
on to bigger and better things
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