time to cut my loses?
Woke up yesterday at 7 and i am still up and it is 6:35 right now. =( this not sleeping things sucks. I had fun last ngiht or earlier i should say. my day off sucked. I heard from Josh a few hours ago...part of the reason i stayed up so late is because he signed on aim and i had to talk to him. I is rare i get to hear from him so i didn't care about sleep at the time. I have to be into work soon and i really don't feel all to well. kind ain a down mood someone brought up something and james got into the convo. so feelings were brought up not really sad ones but ones to make me upest and pissed and kinda ruin my good mood. then we got onto the friends subject. this subject has sucked recently. I SWORE that i saw melody Monday and so did gerald. so she was in town and she never called...didn't attempt to contact me... that hurt, ALOT. call her cell no answer like always. other things with friends but that was a highlight. I just lose friends like crazy.
I miss billy...I meet a great person and he leaves like everything else in my life. It was depressing the next day at work when i was waiting for him to come over and visit me, and he wasn't there. I woke up that morning and just didn't want ot go to work because I wouldn't run into him, or just bullshit with him. No more drawings, no more ninja turtles convos, who is going to qoute family guy with me?! DAMNIT this sucks. I meet someone who shares my love for art and cartoons and what!?? They leave...but he had to. For the right reasons and i only hope he is doing well.
You may not know who billy is but if you know him you know what i am talking about.
OK i didn't mean to write so much but i didn't realize i was typing that much my mind was just going and my fingers actually kept up for once so everythign just came so quickly and just flowed i guess. OK now i am getting off subject. Good Night
I miss billy...I meet a great person and he leaves like everything else in my life. It was depressing the next day at work when i was waiting for him to come over and visit me, and he wasn't there. I woke up that morning and just didn't want ot go to work because I wouldn't run into him, or just bullshit with him. No more drawings, no more ninja turtles convos, who is going to qoute family guy with me?! DAMNIT this sucks. I meet someone who shares my love for art and cartoons and what!?? They leave...but he had to. For the right reasons and i only hope he is doing well.
You may not know who billy is but if you know him you know what i am talking about.
OK i didn't mean to write so much but i didn't realize i was typing that much my mind was just going and my fingers actually kept up for once so everythign just came so quickly and just flowed i guess. OK now i am getting off subject. Good Night