Dreams
Hi ya'll. This is my first entry in this thing so bare with me. Lately I've been reading my friends journals and a lot of the time it really erks me but i know there is nothing i can do about it. well now i can at least express some opinions on that. Over this holiday season ive had a lot of dreams and a lot of ways i was looking to make those dreams come true. i went back to Cali for Xmas for a family gathering and it wasnt great. In fact in plain out sucked. Since i was diagnosed with epilepsy at the beginning of 2003, i can even think straight. My memory is flat out crap-o-roonie. When i saw my family, i didnt even recognize half of them and the others i didnt even remember there name. Fun times huh. To make it worse is that i didnt even get to spend quality time with my friends. That was my main reason for going back over there but it just stank. Every plan we made fell in the trash and it made me almost go insane. Plus one of my intentions was to see if my best friend from over there could lend me some money to go see this special someone from where i live now. Well, not exactly where i live but just a few hundred miles away. Shes a marvelous girl that i just cant wait to meet and hold in my arms. Thats where the dreams heading comes in cuz im dreaming of that special moment. I want to get her here so we can have our first kiss on the stroke of midnight to bring in the new year and hopefully a very good new year. She knows who she is so i wont name any names(Kitty). Ive felt this way a couple times but not as strong as i do for her so i hope she gets off her sexy ass and just walks out the door and drives her previously mentioned sexy ass over here and give one helluva new years kiss. Thats all for now. I could write more but that someone is on the phone with me as i write and is waiting to read this. Caio all u peoples.