today
today was horrible!and if nobodly likes my attitude then screw you! i pretty much hate my family my dads an asshole, my brother is an asshole, my mom is being a bitch, and my sister is usually always a bitch. my mom says she doesn't like my attitude espeacially since im not talking to anybody which seems like a bad thing now at least to them it does i really could care less. Im really pissed at her because she made me clean the house while she was working then when she finally came home it wasn't good enough for her. So instead of a thank you i got yelled at. She still insist that i help her around the house but i dun see the point all that work just be be scolded? i can get yelled at just for sitting around doing nothing so whats the difference? Im pretty much screwed in every way im failing, i might have a disease, ive been depressed for reasons that most know, some people are just plain dead to me now. I can't stand hearing other people complain about me any more, if no one likes it why can't you just leave me alone? Don't you think your making it worse? Because most of you are. I want to say thanks to rach though shes been helping me out. I would like to say one more time if you don't like the way im saying things or putting them to bad im in no mood to listen to you whine about me, i fed up with it all.