signs of a better tommorow

[dark_angel_sfd]

Well today i decided that even though i hate her guts that part of me that still liked her said she doesnt deserve to have to worry about you. So i stopped ignoring megan today and instead i talked to her she seemed happy that i was again. Although shes always smileing today seemed different. Ive been pretty bored since i beat halo 2 a few days ago,not much to do. i also seem to be happier latly except for the fact that almost everyone has a bf or gf and i cant take the fact that i must endure this. Everyday it gets worse like how there always seems to b some happy couple making out rite by my locker. Its getting really annoying like some super natural force is really trying my patience. Unfortunatly for it i don't give into temptation that easily and its going to have to do alot more than that to really piss me off.... although it does seem to be getting worse everyday not to mention (i secretly must be loseing it). A bit of good news though is i seem to have temporarily fought off whatever was making me sick and yes i am feeling alot better.

I also want to meet sarah and les pretty bad also i want to see rach and actually get to spend time with her instead of a quick hi before shes got to go home or i do. I also wouldt mind seeing anne again and i guess meeting rach and sarahs bf who noes they might be extremly kool guys who i could in the future be good friends with. But there is always something to stop that meeting........ there must be some kind of ghost or something following me not permitting me to have fun but o well ima going to go until next time......