Too Busy.....ARG!!!!!!!!!!!
Okies...these past few days have just been...hellish to say the least. I'm barely enjoying my free time anymore. I've been sending out copies of my resume and cover letter right. But guess what. Either the people just don't want to take the time to try to open up the file ( which is a Word Perfect file...which is what I don't get?! WHY DID THE NAZIS AT MICROSOFT! NOT GIVE EVERY WINDOWS XP USER MICROSOFT WORD!? WHY CAN'T YOU JUST DOWNLOAD IT ONLINE OFF OF THEIR WEBSITE! SINCE MOST PEOPLE STILL USE WORD TO THIS VERY DAY! INCLUDING SCHOOLS AND WHAT HAVE YOU?! WHY DO YOU HAVE TO SPEND A WHOLE BUTTLOAD OF MONEY ON MICROSOFT WORD IS WHAT REALLY BOTHERS ME! I'M SCREAMING ON MY LUNGS BECAUSE I THINK ITS ALL ENTIRELY BOGUS! IT MAKES ME VERY VERY ANGRY AS WELL!!!!!!!!!!!!) but instead they want me to send it as a Word document...and I don't have Word...I have funky ass WordPerfect....which is just friggin peachy...if not then I have to fax it over...and you know how people are about getting pieces of paper and what have you...they are liable to forget it...never get it...it never getting to the right place. I prefer emailing more than I like faxes. So...knowing me...I am going to make a small scramble over to my Mom's job and just mooch off of the computer there. Doesn't take me very long to send out a few emails. Hopefully I will get a response sometime soon. I know one lady was really nice and allowed me to copy and paste...but I think she wasn't interested. I don't know why employeers or recruiters can't take two seconds out of their day to just copy and paste a small email saying that they aren't interested in hiring you. So at least you aren't waiting on bated breathe staring at your phone waiting for a phone call of some sort...for at least two weeks. Isn't that nice of them.
I feel terrible that Papa Clown's Dad died...makes me very very sad. Its probably a type of sorrow I don't think I will never know...since as most of you already know...me and my Dad don't get along well at all. I dunno what I will do...really...but I suppose that is one of those things where I just have to wait and see what happens right? Kinda like most things in life. I really hate the fact I haven't been able to be online much really. I'm on for lil spurts...and then as most notice I go into Idle...and I'm going to make some sort of generic message for that....instead of just letting that happen. Things always coming up...it just kinda sucks that way. Which reminds me...I do have a few emails to write soon too. But i figured I would get things off of my chest at this current moment. I just wish there was something that I could do right now...to make alot of people feel better.
I went to this Indian gala this weekend too...BE SHOCKED!! I WORE PINK! People loved it. Since I am always usually spotted in black. I will try to take some pictures and what have you in the outfit...since the camera wasn't on me at all...as a matter of fact I tried to avoid it at all cost. People can savor the pictures in their minds...and I don't want them seeing it. Right now since you all didn't get to see...I will offer a one time opprotuntity to be shocked that I wore more color than normal...but I have a black shawl...scarf thing...so I think we were even on that one. They insist I try to wear more color. I wanted to say "Hey...when you start buying my clothes for me...I'll start wearing more color." It was great. I love these things sometimes. Though I wasn't going to risk my stomach being angry at me later...so I ended up starving myself the entire time...to just splurg on BK...[ I BEG FOR FORGIVENESS OH SACRED NINE...BUT I WAS FRIGGIN HUNGRY! ]...anyways...Mr. Bumpers though...got hurt really badly by the Indian food. It kinda sucks knowing my Indian friends...they always cook...and I never eat...but its like...nooooooo.....I'm not going to eat that. I KNOW ITS GOING TO MAKE ME SICK. My Mom can't eat it...and she's worse off than me...but not by that much. Instead of me being curled up in the fetal position on the floor...after 10 minutes of consuption...I have at least...oh...Iono....3 hours till that happens to me. But there is a real REALLY good reason for that. But only those who already know that reason can understand that part. And if you really want to know...you can ask me...but I make no promises that I will explain it either.
My Halloween was forsaken...since Mr. Bumpers had a business thing to go to. And he wanted me to come along. Minus the fact that getting ready for the gala...and getting their left me broke...so the few essentials I did need for this Halloween...was a bust...So I wasn't very happy with him...and I gave him just a lil bit of flack for it...but forgave him...
Which brings me to today...which will probably consist of many hours of re-applying for jobs...over at my Mom's job...which I think I have already said...and I hope so nice R&R...since I can feel the fact that I will be moving on...and soon....be working...making a paycheck so that I'm not spazzing out sooo much. Mmhmm..and I can start buying my own things...and just being an over all happier person. SO with that. i am out. Look forward to seeing those pics soon. Ciao
I feel terrible that Papa Clown's Dad died...makes me very very sad. Its probably a type of sorrow I don't think I will never know...since as most of you already know...me and my Dad don't get along well at all. I dunno what I will do...really...but I suppose that is one of those things where I just have to wait and see what happens right? Kinda like most things in life. I really hate the fact I haven't been able to be online much really. I'm on for lil spurts...and then as most notice I go into Idle...and I'm going to make some sort of generic message for that....instead of just letting that happen. Things always coming up...it just kinda sucks that way. Which reminds me...I do have a few emails to write soon too. But i figured I would get things off of my chest at this current moment. I just wish there was something that I could do right now...to make alot of people feel better.
I went to this Indian gala this weekend too...BE SHOCKED!! I WORE PINK! People loved it. Since I am always usually spotted in black. I will try to take some pictures and what have you in the outfit...since the camera wasn't on me at all...as a matter of fact I tried to avoid it at all cost. People can savor the pictures in their minds...and I don't want them seeing it. Right now since you all didn't get to see...I will offer a one time opprotuntity to be shocked that I wore more color than normal...but I have a black shawl...scarf thing...so I think we were even on that one. They insist I try to wear more color. I wanted to say "Hey...when you start buying my clothes for me...I'll start wearing more color." It was great. I love these things sometimes. Though I wasn't going to risk my stomach being angry at me later...so I ended up starving myself the entire time...to just splurg on BK...[ I BEG FOR FORGIVENESS OH SACRED NINE...BUT I WAS FRIGGIN HUNGRY! ]...anyways...Mr. Bumpers though...got hurt really badly by the Indian food. It kinda sucks knowing my Indian friends...they always cook...and I never eat...but its like...nooooooo.....I'm not going to eat that. I KNOW ITS GOING TO MAKE ME SICK. My Mom can't eat it...and she's worse off than me...but not by that much. Instead of me being curled up in the fetal position on the floor...after 10 minutes of consuption...I have at least...oh...Iono....3 hours till that happens to me. But there is a real REALLY good reason for that. But only those who already know that reason can understand that part. And if you really want to know...you can ask me...but I make no promises that I will explain it either.
My Halloween was forsaken...since Mr. Bumpers had a business thing to go to. And he wanted me to come along. Minus the fact that getting ready for the gala...and getting their left me broke...so the few essentials I did need for this Halloween...was a bust...So I wasn't very happy with him...and I gave him just a lil bit of flack for it...but forgave him...
Which brings me to today...which will probably consist of many hours of re-applying for jobs...over at my Mom's job...which I think I have already said...and I hope so nice R&R...since I can feel the fact that I will be moving on...and soon....be working...making a paycheck so that I'm not spazzing out sooo much. Mmhmm..and I can start buying my own things...and just being an over all happier person. SO with that. i am out. Look forward to seeing those pics soon. Ciao