Musical Madness chapter 3.1
“Oi, who’s this?”
Allen blinked at the unfamiliar tone. ‘I’m sure I called Kanda’s cell.’
“Um, who are you?” he asked a bit hesitantly.
The voice on the other end muttered a ‘what the fuck’s with this idiot’ before asking the question again.
“Sorry, I’m trying to get to my friend Kanda but it seemed I must have dialed the wrong number,” Allen was about to hang up when he heard a very Kanda-like voice in the background.
“Who the fuck is it?” it asked.
“Some freak,” the man on the other end replied. “Should I hang up?”
“I don’t give a fuck,” he heard Kanda reply. “Just shut up and get naked.”
The man chuckled. “What ever you say.”
He then hung up leaving a gaping Allen. Allen stared at the phone in disbelief. ‘No way, no fucking way! I didn’t just hear Kanda getting ready to be fucked by someone!’
A wave of anger and jealously burned his insides. It wasn’t fair! Fuck, Kanda was acting like a shameless whore. Not to mention they had fucking practice and he wasn’t there. Why? Because he was fucking! Shit, he was beyond pissed off. Hearing about his acts as rumors was one thing, but actually hearing Kanda and some freak together made Allen want barge in and break every damn bone in the bastard’s body. ‘Calm down Allen…I’m sure it’s a misunderstanding…’ Sure who could misunderstand ‘just shut up and get naked’ when it came from Kanda’s mouth?
“Hey Allen is Kanda coming?” Lenalee asked, she saw the pissed off look on his face and was worried. Maybe Kanda wasn’t coming?
Allen tried to school his look into his usual expression before he turned to face the persons that were gathered. Lenalee and Lavi were there for practice, Kuu was there because she lived there and Alex was there because he always dropped by to listen to them practice. So basically everyone other than the lead singer was there.
“Its okay he’s busy at the moment,” ‘yeah, busy fucking!’ Allen cleared his throat when everyone looked at him strangely. “I’ll try back in a few minutes, but for now let us practice. I’ll do the vocals.”
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Allen called around six times in the last three hours and was surprised that for all six calls a different man answered. Allen didn’t want to think that Kanda was sleeping with that many guys in a few hours, but what was there to think? Now he decided to call again and if it was some other guy he’d hang up.
“What the fuck...ngh do you…aah want!?”
Allen was glad that it was Kanda who answered, but the way his voice sounded over the phone - breathy and in pants - he froze when he heard it. ‘Fuck, I didn’t want to hear this!’
“K-kanda, um re-remember we have practice now,” he managed out.
There was a low moan from Kanda before he replied.
“Fuck, I’m busy…NH…haa…when I’m done…I’ll aaah drop by,” with that said the call ended.
Allen stood frozen for a while; he didn’t even notice the dial tone or that Kanda had hung up on him. His hair hooded his eyes from view as he hung his head low. He couldn’t believe what he had just heard. There were faint sounds of skin slapping against skin in the background and Kanda was fucking moaning for god’s sake! That was something he always dreamed about hearing and now some random fuck friends are able to hear it, while he couldn’t. It was unfair, way too unfair. Why did Kanda hate him so much?
“Dad, you ok?” Kuu asked. Everyone was worried as Allen was too silent. “Did everything go well with papa?”
Allen shook his head to clear the unwanted depression before he turned to face them. He gave then a smile that never reached his eyes.
“Its ok, Kanda said he’d head over when he was finished,” he brushed it off as nothing. “So shall we practice some more?”
Everyone knew Allen, and he was far from okay.
“I got to leave now,” Lenalee replied. “It’s already five and I have an early date with Cross.”
“Oh yeah that reminds me. Tyki called, I’m gonna hafta leave too,” Lavi joined in. “There’s this place he wanna take me to.”
“Well since Lena and Lavi leaving I’m gonna head out too,” Kuu replied. “I’ll go see Jasdebi, don’t worry I’ll be back early.”
Alex shrugged and walked over to Allen. “Dude since they’re like bailing why don’t we hit the arcade or something? It’d be cool!”
Allen shook his head. “Naw man, I’ll stay here. Kanda should be heading over soon.”
“Well if you say so,” he followed everyone who was making their way out of the living room. “If you need some company, feel free to call me!”
“No prob, so guys next practice will be tomorrow at eleven am sharp,” Allen called after them. “We’ll be doing an all day thing so come prepared.”
“Sure thing!” Lenalee replied.
“No problemo,” Lavi added.
“I’ll be there,” Alex said with a wave.
Kuu gave a final wave before they disappeared from sight.
Allen sighed then plopped himself down in the plush dark blue settee. He looked at the equipments that were laid out in the living room. A drum set, a keyboard, his guitar, the amplifiers and mikes. The house - which belonged to Kuu’s family - was where they practiced daily. It was convenient because Kuu’s parents were never home. Their jobs took them allover the world, which left Kuu living by herself from the time she was eight. And even before that nannies and Allen and Kanda pitched in to raise her. Therefore she saw Allen and Kanda more like her parents than she did her real ones.
It was sad, that her parent treated her like she wasn’t wanted. He knew how it felt to be unwanted, as his parents gave him up for adoption at birth just because his left hand was deformed. That was why he stood by Kuu and even moved in with her, so that he could try and be a parent like figure for her. He didn’t want her to feel the way he felt, lonely and useless just because his parents didn’t give a fuck about him. And he was proud to say that he had successfully erased those kinds of negative emotions from Kuu’s mind. She was normal, well as normal as Kuu could be.
His mind trailed to Kanda, he was pissed and oh so freaking angry. When Kanda stepped through that door he was going to punish him. Though he had no reason to as he and Kanda weren’t going out, so it wasn’t like Kanda was being unfaithful or something like that. It was just Allen’s mindset, he was tired of it. He’d get Kanda to be his even if he had rape him and force him to stay with him. ‘You like it rough eh? I’ll give you rough.’
It was no more mister-nice-Allen. He was tired of not getting what he wanted and he wanted Kanda. ‘I’ll make it that you can’t say no to me,’ he got up and headed upstairs to his room. ‘Just wait, I’ll get you if that’s the last thing I do.’
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Kanda groaned in annoyance. He was still freaking horny and now he had to go see that damned idiot. ‘Stupid moyashi better make it up to me.’ His Saturdays were usually spent releasing his pent up tension from the week. Therefore he had a list of people he invited over for a fuck. That was the way he chose to relieve his built-up stress and apprehension. It worked so far, so he kept on using that method. The guys would fuck him and the girls would give him a blow job. And sometimes he’d have both done to him at the same time, if he was in the mood.
He walked up the familiar path that led to the house he spent most of his childhood playing. Those days were fun but they were long gone. He wasn’t the same kid he was back then and he was sure everyone wasn’t the same too. People grow up, forget their dreams and then regret it in the future. Though he didn’t want to regret, but he had no choice but to give up on his dreams.
The wind picked up and he hugged his black leather jacket closer to himself. Shit, why was he thinking of something so stupid? He blamed his stupid family for growing him up as an obedient little asshole. Man he’d give anything to break that fucking trait. He’d love to disregard all the learnt respect he had for his father and tell him to shove it. But he wasn’t strong enough to go up against his family yet.
‘Damn, I hate being this powerless,’ it was a situation he wasn’t used to being in. During all his sex-episodes he was in charge, he called the shots and no one dared to go against him. He didn’t want someone he didn’t even like to have anything over him. Though there was only one person he wouldn’t mind having complete control over him.
He ignored the path in which his mind took and rang the doorbell. Allen answered immediately, he had a bright smile on which send shivers up Kanda’s spine. When he opened his eyes Kanda visually shivered. The gaze that was directed at him was filled with such a high level lust and desire that Kanda felt he was choking from an overdose of it.
“Please come in,” Allen stepped aside to allow Kanda room to come in.
Kanda gave Allen a blank look before he stepped in, the door closed after he stepped in. If he saw a warning sign by how Allen was behaving he ignored it. He figured what ever Allen wanted to do to him, he deserved it. Hopefully he could help to relieve the nonstop anxiety he was feeling.
He looked around the foyer noticing that there was no other presence in the house. ‘Wasn’t this supposed to be some sort of a practice? So where the fuck is everyone?’ Irritated, he turned to face the still creepily smiley Allen.
“Oi, where the hell is everyone?” he asked in annoyance.
Allen’s smile widened. “Oh, they left a while ago, practice is over for today.”
Kanda wanted to punch him, hard. “So why the fuck am I here?”
“For punishment.”
Before Kanda could retort Allen grabbed him by the hand and pulled him towards the living room. He pushed in the dark blue love seat then he stooped down before Kanda. His hands were wrapped around Kanda’s middle, preventing him from escaping.
“Let me go,” Kanda said in a dark tone.
Allen snuggled against the stomach his face was pressed into. “No.”
Kanda would have struggled more but that tone that Allen replied in made him stop in his tracks. Normally he would scoff at him for sounding so pitiful but Allen sounded lost and desperate. It made him lose balance for a minute.
“Why Kanda?” Allen asked in a sorrowful tone. “Why am I the only one you treat this way? Do you hate me that much? Or is it just a game for you?” he gave a bitter laugh. “You know how much I love you, yet all you do is hurt me. But I’m the fool here; even though all I get from you is heartache I still love you so much.” Kanda expected to feel some sort of wetness on his stomach but there wasn’t any. “What can I do to make you look at me? Tell me Kanda, I’m tired of this.”
Kanda was speechless. He never expected Allen to say something like that and he didn’t know what to do. Somehow he wanted to get as far away from Allen as possible. That type of emotional expression was way out of his level of tolerance. While he was wondering what the hell he should do, he didn’t notice the dark look that took over Allen’s face. Or the fact that Allen had both his hands in his.
He gave a yelp when he felt the arms around him tighten. Allen squeezed him tighter against his face.
“You seem to love playing with my feelings;” Allen began in a tone that was unusual for him. “I’m sure you wouldn’t mind me playing with your body in return.”
That caught Kanda’s attention. He attempted to get up but found that his hands were bound behind him. ‘When did that happen?’
Allen got up to look at him and smiled at how beautiful Kanda looked. Right now he just wanted to see him naked and panting. He ran his gloved left hand along Kanda’s clenched jaw. That was a reality he would make happen.
“Kanda, I’ve decided that I won’t wait for you to accept me,” he said as his hand caressed his right cheek. “I’ll take you by force. I won’t let anyone else have you.”
At Allen’s declaration, Kanda saw how really serious his current situation was. Allen might rape him, he smirked. ‘It wouldn’t be rape now would it.’ He glared at Allen in slight amusement.
“So what are you planning on doing?” he asked.
Allen chuckled. “What am I planning on doing?” he leaned closer to whisper in his ear. “I’m gonna fuck you so good you’ll never be able to forget it.”
Kanda shivered in excitement at those words. “Let’s see how you do,” he smirked. “Depends on your performance I might make you my lover.”
“Oh?” Allen smiled. “I guess I should leave an impression then.”
He leaned forward and kissed Kanda fully on the lips. Kanda had never kissed anyone of his fuck friends - only Lavi occasionally - but he couldn’t deny Allen a kiss. He felt as if he would melt just from the kiss. His libido was up and ready. When Allen nipped on his bottom lip he couldn’t help the purr that left his lips. It felt so good and even better when Allen slipped his tongue inside. He closed his eyes and immersed himself in the kiss.
‘Oh my god it’s better than I thought,’ Allen thought completely lost in the kiss. He yanked Kanda’s head back and deepened the kiss. A low purr sounded from his throat when he felt Kanda kissing back with equal fervor. He tightened his grip on Kanda’s hair and pulled back. Kanda made a little whining sound in protest.
“Don’t worry, I’m not going anywhere,” Allen purred against his lips.
Kanda gave a low needy growl, but Allen still held his head in place. Couldn’t the moyashi see that he was horny and needed attention now!
“Stop teasing…moyashi,” he panted. “If you’re going to fuck me…do it already.”
Allen chuckled. “As much as I would love to do that,” he ran his right hand across Kanda’s kiss swollen lips. “I am punishing you.”
Kanda was about to push him off but froze and let out a guttural moan when Allen cupped his crotch. Allen smirked as he slowly unzipped him. ‘Ooh going commando eh?’ he took out the hardening organ and gave it a few soft strokes. A smile crossed his lips when he saw Kanda’s eyes shut tight in pure bliss. He licked his lip and bent forward to tease Kanda’s slit with his tongue.
Kanda moaned gave a guttural moan when he felt the tip of Allen’s tongue run across his slit. He almost groaned when the wet muscle retreated but moaned out in pleasure as Allen’s strokes increased in speed. ‘Shit…already?’ he gave a shudder as he come, spraying his seeds in Allen’s hands.
“Oh? That was quick,” Allen chuckled. He licked his lips, relishing the slight taste of Kanda on his tongue. “I never knew you come early, but look you’re still hard.”
Kanda tch’ed and turn his head in embarrassment. That was the first time he had ever ejaculated so fast. ‘Damn it, it must be because I never got to finish off properly with that last guy.’ He gave a yelp when he felt a finger coated with his come probing his ass. Another one joined the first and Allen began moving them.
“Did you really get fucked all day?” Allen asked in amusement. Kanda’s ass felt tight and there were no traces of come. Though, his fingers slid in with ease. “Your ass is so tight.”
A blush stained Kanda’s cheeks at Allen’s words. Sure his fuck friends practically used the same dirty talk with him but weirdly only Allen’s voice would have such an effect.
“Condoms…” Kanda panted as Allen’s probing fingers caressed his prostate. “I don’t allow them to…fuck me bareback.”
“Ah, well since you’re properly prepared,” Allen purred. He ignored to twinge of jealously he felt from hearing Kanda’s reason. “It’s my turn to fuck you into submission.”
He yanked Kanda’s tight black jeans down to his ankles and raised his legs up. Kanda gave a shudder in pleasure when he felt the hot tip of Allen’s cock at his entrance. He pushed himself down in an attempt to impale himself on the hot rod.
“Hurry…” he panted, eager to feel Allen deep inside him.
“So impatient,” Allen murmured against Kanda’s neck. He pushed in a little inch by inch, relishing the warmth that was greedily sucking him in. “I’ll give you what you want.”
Just when he was about to fully sheath himself the sound of the front door pushed opened roughly alerted them of incoming visitors.
“Oi dad I’m back!” Kuu’s voice rang out from the foyer.
“Shit!” Allen cursed as he pulled back from Kanda. “Kuu’s back.”
“I figured you’d be bored at home alone so Jasdebi and I figured we’d drop by to chill,” Kuu continued, her voice was getting closer by the minute and Allen was freaking out.
“Kanda hurry up and put your pants on!” Allen yelled as he quickly stuffed his erect cock back into his pants. He was glad that he only zipped his pants down, but Kanda didn’t have his pants on and it seriously wasn’t helping with the situation. “Seriously Kanda, do it!”
Kanda looked at him blankly, unmoving. ‘Shit I forgot! I tied his hands behind him!’ Allen quickly undo the bonds by Kanda still didn’t make a move to put on his pants.
“Damn it Kanda! We can’t let Kuu see us like this!” Allen tried to reason with the raven, but Kanda wouldn’t budge. He stooped down before Kanda and grabbed his pants, attempting to put them back on himself.
He managed to get the pants up pass Kanda’s knees when a startled gasp alerted him to Kuu’s presence. He turned his wide eyes to look at Kuu who stood at the entrance to the living room with equally wide eyes. Her face was bright red and he expected her to apologize and run out the room any minute now, but she didn’t. She stood there with a creepy look on her face with drool running down her chin.
“Oh my god!!” she squealed. Her hands instantly clamped on to her nose to stop a nose bleed. “Jasdero, Debitto get in here ASAP!!”
At her shout two teenage boys ran in. Their outfits were of the punk rock style and the colour was mainly black. Various chains and pricings lined their ears and face. The boy with spiky raven hair whistled at the sight presented to him. From where he stood it looked like Kuu’s dad was giving head to Kuu’s papa. ‘Sweet.’
“Wow dude if you were gonna get yourself laid we would have been here earlier,” he gave a haughty smirk.
“Yeah way earlier, hii!” the other boy chirped. His wavy blonde hair bounced with every hop he made.
Allen looked down right embarrassed and Kanda looked bored as if it wasn’t the first time he was caught fucking a guy.
“Kuu get out! And take your creepy friends with you!” Allen yelled in embarrassment.
“Hey dad it’s my house,” Kuu whined. She gave a slight pout when Allen got up and threw a pillow in Kanda’s lap.
“I know it is, but for now just please leave!” Allen was desperate. ‘God can this be anymore embarrassing!’ He knew of Kuu’s weird yaoi obsession and did not want to contribute to it. “We’ll talk later, but now just go. Kanda and I need a moment.”
Kuu shrugged. “Fine,” she pouted. “I’m gonna head over Jasdebi’s for a while.” She turned to leave. “Come on Jasdero, Debitto. Lets leave dad and papa to their little love nest.”
The raven ‘Debitto’ shrugged. “I wanted to see some action between your dad and papa though.”
“Yup, it’d be hot, hii!” the blond ‘Jasdero’ added.
They turned to leave. As soon as Allen heard the front door slam shut he gave a sight of relief. ‘Damn, I was so close. So god damned close!’
“Well then Kanda le-”
“I’m going home,” Kanda interrupted him. He yanked his pants up and walked towards the door to pick up his jacket.
“Wait Kanda!” Allen gave chase. “Just listen to me!”
“Shut up I don’t want to hear it,” Kanda ignored everything Allen said. He was about to step outside when he stopped and turned to face Allen. “Oi when is practise tomorrow?”
Allen blinked at the question. He never expected Kanda to ask something like that. “Um it’s at eleven am. Everyone should be here by that time. We’re doing an all day thing because the M.M auditions are Friday coming.”
Kanda nodded. “Alright, I’ll be there,” he replied and then he did something unexpected; he leaned forward and gave Allen a chaste kiss on his lips. “Make sure next time, there aren’t any interruptions.” And with that said he left leaving a slightly stunned and gaping Allen behind.
Allen stood for awhile at the door before he finally went back in and closed the door, with a huge smile in place.
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