Well... shit
okies my special special people,, all ye few but faithful.. I'm back with with avengence (and I cant spell) anyways I have not written in this in so daymn long its not funny! So here goes nothing. Well I went out with Chris hicks, for something like 1 month or something aratha. yuh well the while didn't last long, and here I stand,, once again single. It was a week ago today he dumped me. He said to me that I looked like I had something I wanted to tell him,and I said no.. and then we sat down, sorta in the style of 'if you dont sit down u'll fall over. And we we talkin, and I said that i wanted him 2 tell me the truth, did he want 2 go out with me... he looked at the groud and didn't say a word. I asked him again,, "do you still want 2 go out with me' and he said no. I satrted to cry (as I do..or not really but yuh,,) he tried to hug me, but I pulled away. I sms'ed kate and she came round. and michael came. I wasn't happy, then michael and kate left (oh they're 1yr today) anyway, so they left, and I talked with chris, and I asked him why.. no reason was given. There was no reason, apart fromhe just didn't want to go out with me any more. I was fine with this (well as fine as to be expected) ok and then suddenly he doesnt want to talk to me. he ignores me and says that just cuz we dont talk all the time doesnt mean we're not friends,, but I'm talking about the pure fact that well shit,, I get treated like shit. Oh well it doesn't matter,, good news, natty is moving to Melbourne!! Yes I'm all excited, and raring to go!! I'm moving on from piddiling little bendigo onto Melbourne. And for those people (like my mum and others) who think its because of chris,, its not. Actually i was thinking of not going to melbourne because of chris, but when he dumped me, it made me realise that life is short, but then again im young i've got my whole life ahead of me to get a boyfriend.. I have uni and school to think about,, I dont know why I thought about anything else. This gave me the chance to do what I want, and go out there, and just make it happen. So on the respect, thankyou chris! Thank you so bloody much. Ohh and on that up lifting note, karra and I are looking for houses on the net right now, so I'm going to go have a look-see. Mmm also 2moro I may hug chris and say sorry -> I think my bitchin mood got better cuz I wrote it out.. oh well thanks heaps peeps MWAHHHHHH - Natty <3