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all i can say is that i have found someone....she is special to me...not like anyone else i have ever met....she makes me think, she makes me laugh, she makes me feel warm inside whenever she is around...i don't know why it took me so long to work up the courage to tell her how i feel for her, but i finally did it....i only wish to spend more time with her whenever i can....it started when i worked with her over the summer a few years ago...after that we kinda lost touch, but after last year, we kinda got back into touch (which i am grateful for)....recently, i started talking to her again....to say it simply, she captured my heart with a random act of kindness....i was applying for a job which required a drug test, but i knew i was gonna come out dirty....she gave me the money for detox without any hesitation....since then, we've been talking and, for me, nothing could be better....she tells me that i make her laugh, and that makes me smile....she doesn't ask me for anything other than for me to be myself....i don't want to get ahead of myself, so i am taking it slow....we shared our first actual kiss today and i could not believe it....it was all that i imagined it to be, and more....i hope everything works out in my favor for once...