My dad

May 12, 2006 19:30

I miss the sun
When I see the rain
When I think of you
I think of pain
When I see the stars in the sky
I think of the day you'll say goodbye
When I think of all the times you lie
I lock myself in my room and start to cry
Whats the point of living when you always want to die
You cant be happy
Even when you have stupid reasons to be sad
You think of your fucked up life and it makes you mad
Parents always yelling
Wanting to hit them till there face bleeds and starts swelling
Why dont you shut your fucking face
Your the one who brought me to this fucking place
You held me back when I should of seen the light
But you held on to me to tight
And mADE Me feel like I cant do nothing right
Now I dont no how to grow up
Cuz you always held my hand
All we every do is fight
The same shit every night
No matter how many times I tell you to fuck off
You always seem to stick around
to make sure I'm still laying on the ground
You use to scare me I admitt I felt my heart pound
Your supose to be my dad but you made yourself my biggest fear
You would yell at me if you even saw a tear
But now that I'm older I want to tell you your a quire
And you can take your morals and stick them in your rear
And look at the asshole in the mirror

Brandan
I need you now
I need you hear
To hold me tight
Being with you feels right * upset*
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