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What if I am
What if I'm not
Will I finally get caught
For something I hid for so long
Caught for doing something wrong
We have so many special momments
Then we have the ones that drive me away
Trying to be someone I'm not everday
Hold me and never let me go
I can feel these feelings start to grow
But something bout you tells me no
But I wont let you see it , I wont let my feelings show
To love someone
You must appreciate loneliness
You must know how it feels
And be able to make it through
Sometimes it was hard for me to do
I know I should let it go
But I'm afraid of the darkness
I refuse to except my fate
Falling apart at a fast rate
Thought I started off on a new slate
The more I try to make this work the more I hate
Theres things you do I appreciate
And theres stuff you do that makes me heisitate
To fall for you
What we have dosent feel true
But I'm clueless on what ta do
Yo, my bitches . Today I went to the mall with Brandon . I actually had a great time cuz he wasent on his lil ego trip . We just chilled and I laughed at him cuz hes just as retarted as I'am . And he luvs to drawl and hes into the same music as me. We have a lot more in common then I thought . When hes on his ego trips I dont want to stay . But its times when were cool I dont wanna let go of him. I think I'm not going to get serious with Brandon. I'm just going to look at him as a guy to have a good time with. And share a few laughs with. The same as I viewed aYron . A guy that was crazy like me and I could share a few laughs with. And I always get attached . I refuse to this time. lol Well, I'm bored reply peez!!
What if I'm not
Will I finally get caught
For something I hid for so long
Caught for doing something wrong
We have so many special momments
Then we have the ones that drive me away
Trying to be someone I'm not everday
Hold me and never let me go
I can feel these feelings start to grow
But something bout you tells me no
But I wont let you see it , I wont let my feelings show
To love someone
You must appreciate loneliness
You must know how it feels
And be able to make it through
Sometimes it was hard for me to do
I know I should let it go
But I'm afraid of the darkness
I refuse to except my fate
Falling apart at a fast rate
Thought I started off on a new slate
The more I try to make this work the more I hate
Theres things you do I appreciate
And theres stuff you do that makes me heisitate
To fall for you
What we have dosent feel true
But I'm clueless on what ta do
Yo, my bitches . Today I went to the mall with Brandon . I actually had a great time cuz he wasent on his lil ego trip . We just chilled and I laughed at him cuz hes just as retarted as I'am . And he luvs to drawl and hes into the same music as me. We have a lot more in common then I thought . When hes on his ego trips I dont want to stay . But its times when were cool I dont wanna let go of him. I think I'm not going to get serious with Brandon. I'm just going to look at him as a guy to have a good time with. And share a few laughs with. The same as I viewed aYron . A guy that was crazy like me and I could share a few laughs with. And I always get attached . I refuse to this time. lol Well, I'm bored reply peez!!