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still bored , I'm really pissed off as usual . Guys r such dicks they only want the chicks that break there heart . I think thats why I use to be a heart breaker . I wont do that with Brandon cuz I really care . Everyone else besides my first love I never cared bout . So I hurt them as I pleased and I dont really care that I did. Cuz they were rebounds. me and ayrons was more of a experiment gone wrong. If I could go back in time I would still be his friend. Cuz, I see now I only seen him as a friend. We just forced it to last longer. I think its cuz we both didn't wanna be a lone. And I didn't want him until he kept leaving me and he made me want ta change him. But i relized that was the only reason i wanted him back. Matt was to cool . I thought of him as a friend. Cuz, r conv. just showed me we where better off friends . I kinda miss being single but I kinda like my relationship.
bye-bye
bye-bye