Nov 24, 2005 14:07
alo, I'm bored over at my g-mas . Just waiting for them ta get the food done . I've been having a really bad couple of weeks every since my dad quit his job. Hes been mr. dick head as always. I'm grounded over my grades. I cant spend the night anywhere for a few weeks but I can hang out and everything else . Which I guess isnt terrible. But hes been yelling at me for everything I do. Brandon wants me to move in with him. And I dont want to cuz I only have known him for a couple of weeks . Hes already in love with me or atleast he says he is. He told me he has been hurt as much as I have and he's tired of being used for sex and having to have ta start again. Thats why hes so attached cuz I make him feel like I'm going ta stay . Which I dont believe guys anymore and I try not ta get attached cuz in highschool love does not exist . SEX does and thats usually what guys want. I've grown up alot from my experiences with relationships . And i'm not nieve. If a guy tells me hes going ta stay proove it. lol He also keeps bringing up sex. So i'm going to have to sit him down and tell him some guide lines if he dosen't respect them then next. I care for him a lil bit but I'm not in love it takes a while for me to truly care. Whatcha all think bout it?
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