FALLING APART WITH A SHATTERED HEART
Have you ever wanted so bad to be loved that you would change everything about you . Because you wanted to be noticed. But the person you want to notice you . You feel dosen't look at you or even glance at you long enough to see the change. You love that person with ever ounce of love you have left. But it dosen't seem enough. The persons changed and you dont no them anymore . And you replay in ur head things that you could of done so that person would of never walked away. You relive the pain everyday because you remember the words that were said to rip out ur heart and smASh it on the fucking floor. It echos and it gets louder when you try to ignore it . The words play over and over. The words I'll never leave. I'll wait for you until I lay dead in my coffin. I'll wait until you feel the same as I do. And everything dosen't add up. All the reasons the person gave you for walking away dosen't add up . And it burns and keeps festering . And you dont no how to releave it. All you no Is you love to be in that persons arms . You love to be touched and kissed by that person. And you never wanna let go no matter how bad it stings or how bad it's killing you that the person could hurt you. No matter how bad the words the person says to u hurts . You never want to let go. Is that real love!?