Jun 25, 2008 13:32
After an evening excusion, I returned home feeling incredibly elated and content. I had no idea why, but suddenly all the anxieties and worries that I had been turning about in my mind for the last couple of weeks dissipated. For the time being, I was exactly where I needed to be, and I ceased to struggle. The need for approval, for love, to make connections of every kind imaginable, to grow up...all sort of just flew out the window (into the perfect night breeze...it was PERFECT, I tell you).
I was so excited about feeling this way that I couldn't sleep, and instead grinned in the dark.
This morning I got my period.
Figures.