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Yeah, the last update was sent to me by Erica H.
It is the most true thing I think I've ever read.
Whoever wrote that was able to articulate exsactly what I've been trying to say. Girls are dumb. Somebody did cross the red and black wires to their brains. Maybe a few more wires than that.
You don't have any idea how bad I want to gradute, put the gas pedal to the floor, and never look back.
Two updates ago, I posted song lyrics. They have more meaning now than they even had when I posted them. The girl I fell in love with has once again succeeded in f**king everything up. I had just started to think that she was doing better. I should have seen this coming. It could have been me. That's what she really wanted. I dont know her anymore. And now she's f**ked up yet another life. I'm so increadibly sick of this. She wanted to be friends with me. Well, news flash, I have feelings, real feelings. Sex means something to me, and love means something to me. Love...does she even know what that means, I really don't think so anymore. She told me she loved me. She even said she still loved me. I thought after she broke up with me the second time, that I was going to have to accept that in her mind, I was just second best. I don't know what to think about anything anymore...
It is the most true thing I think I've ever read.
Whoever wrote that was able to articulate exsactly what I've been trying to say. Girls are dumb. Somebody did cross the red and black wires to their brains. Maybe a few more wires than that.
You don't have any idea how bad I want to gradute, put the gas pedal to the floor, and never look back.
Two updates ago, I posted song lyrics. They have more meaning now than they even had when I posted them. The girl I fell in love with has once again succeeded in f**king everything up. I had just started to think that she was doing better. I should have seen this coming. It could have been me. That's what she really wanted. I dont know her anymore. And now she's f**ked up yet another life. I'm so increadibly sick of this. She wanted to be friends with me. Well, news flash, I have feelings, real feelings. Sex means something to me, and love means something to me. Love...does she even know what that means, I really don't think so anymore. She told me she loved me. She even said she still loved me. I thought after she broke up with me the second time, that I was going to have to accept that in her mind, I was just second best. I don't know what to think about anything anymore...