I wish it would rain......
The days seem to be going by so much more slower than before. A lot has happened and I am sure that's why. Trav ended up getting a job at KOFAX. I am very very proud of him and I think he will do really well there. He seems to be pretty happy about himself, which is good. The only thing that sucks about is he has to get up really ealy in the morning in order to avoid horrible rush hour traffic, but he can leave earlier which is better.
So today I thought since he was getting up early he would be able to come home earlier... well he cant because he has a meeting at 3, so he wont be able to leave til like 4ish or so and he'll be in traffic for hours.... BLAH. ok so this is where i need a life. I love the feeling of alone time, but i dont want all day of it. Or maybe I do? I dont even know. I cant even really go to the gym because I fell down the stairs...... I dont exactly want to stay at home all day and watch tv, and I dont want to stay at home all day and clean either. What should I do? See this is where I need some cool people, so I can chill with them. But lately Adam has been sort of distant... he's going through a "break" with his gf, and well no one else here is cool.............
well anyway im lame, and i'll figure somehting out. I just want to be happier. I dont know what else I need to be happier. I have everything I wanted. I think my classes are a major part of my unhappiness though. They are so boring, and they are so difficult.
I have to go get ready to sit through them now.. yay fun. At least I only have two. I can't wait until this semester is over! 3 more months!!!!!!!
So today I thought since he was getting up early he would be able to come home earlier... well he cant because he has a meeting at 3, so he wont be able to leave til like 4ish or so and he'll be in traffic for hours.... BLAH. ok so this is where i need a life. I love the feeling of alone time, but i dont want all day of it. Or maybe I do? I dont even know. I cant even really go to the gym because I fell down the stairs...... I dont exactly want to stay at home all day and watch tv, and I dont want to stay at home all day and clean either. What should I do? See this is where I need some cool people, so I can chill with them. But lately Adam has been sort of distant... he's going through a "break" with his gf, and well no one else here is cool.............
well anyway im lame, and i'll figure somehting out. I just want to be happier. I dont know what else I need to be happier. I have everything I wanted. I think my classes are a major part of my unhappiness though. They are so boring, and they are so difficult.
I have to go get ready to sit through them now.. yay fun. At least I only have two. I can't wait until this semester is over! 3 more months!!!!!!!