Sep 01, 2008 15:51
ugh im so happy to be at school
had a fab bday party
but like seriously why do i feel so fucking fat
like i feel like a fat ass right now and i don't know why
im broke again because i help support my family instead of being a 20 year old.
and i didn't get a chance to go down to the radio station because i was needed at my apt.
which btw
i hate the fact that there are always random ass ppl in my apt.
like honestly you can crash sure
but im sick of fucking seeing everyone and their bf in my fucking space
if i don't have a man, no one has a man.
and i know this is ridiculous and completely girlie. but this is what he does to me.
he comes into my life. makes me feel amazing. then goes MIA.
as if he doesn't care
im so sick of caring
after work.
im getting a drink. the end.