how's it going

[dark__heart]

it's going alright here
no
that was a lie
it's going not good
it could be better
im not amused
everyday i do the same thing
and im not amused
and i really would like for someone to genuinely make me crack up
it takes a lot to make me laugh
or at least now it does
and i don't understand why
i don't understand why my emotions are out of control and i really wish i could get them back on track.
college is a wacky place
i feel off balanced and wreckless and i don't like it
i don't like it at all

what if i had went on that tour
wouldn't that have been fun
but no
im supposed to get my "education"
so far i feel educated enough
ehehheheehehhehe in extra -activities!