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**sigh** I don't know what to say... I'm tired and I'm in a really bad mood.
as my CURRENT mood says... I am disappointed.
I can't go into why, because I know ppl who read this thing, who know the ppl I wanna talk about... so I am not going to say anything directly. okay?
I am very saddened.
I am destined to live a very lonely life... yet again.
It's just not even worth it...
no one really cares...
I just sit here, hurting... feeling sad, worn out, and surprisingly old (at least 5 times my age)
I just don't wanna do it anymore.
I just want to sit down in the middle of the street and say NO MORE!!!!!
make it all go away! I need a break from life. please gods give me a break from life...
but no. life keeps going on and on and on.
the brain never stops. things never stop
problems never stop
it's just an endless negative cycle.
someone make it stop...
please...
This time... make it stop for good...
as my CURRENT mood says... I am disappointed.
I can't go into why, because I know ppl who read this thing, who know the ppl I wanna talk about... so I am not going to say anything directly. okay?
I am very saddened.
I am destined to live a very lonely life... yet again.
It's just not even worth it...
no one really cares...
I just sit here, hurting... feeling sad, worn out, and surprisingly old (at least 5 times my age)
I just don't wanna do it anymore.
I just want to sit down in the middle of the street and say NO MORE!!!!!
make it all go away! I need a break from life. please gods give me a break from life...
but no. life keeps going on and on and on.
the brain never stops. things never stop
problems never stop
it's just an endless negative cycle.
someone make it stop...
please...
This time... make it stop for good...