real life...
Wow. A lot of things have happened in the past week that has made me realize life isnt easy by any means. Ive been so lucky my whole life with my parents like always providing for me and giving me stuff and making life look like a breeze. But now im getting older and closer and closer to being on my own and all this stuff is happening to people around me and made me see how cruel life can really be. I hate to see the people i love hurt and the things that make them hurt hurt me too. Its crazy, life is. I dont wanna be a cold person but sometimes i think u cant trust anyone...i mean NOBODY but yourself. I dont want to open up to anybody and let myself love because im affraid that it will all be pulled out from under me. Wow ok well i just kinda needed to vent and let all that out. Life is tough..get a helmet. Haha.