Dec 03, 2005 19:09
i don't know or understand what is going on any more. he dosen't seem to care. he only wants her to talk to. i am nothing. then he dosen't understand why i get mad. he dosen't even read this to try to understand. don't even know why i write in this stupid thing anyway. nobody does. so why do i bother? fuck it all, fuck this world, fuck everything that you stand for.
on another note. miah's mon is honestly driving me insane. she dosen't understand anything and she is so narrow minded that i just want to freak out on everybody. it's mostly this shit that makes me want to go back to gladwin. to get away from her and his sister. they're not bad people, they're just driving me into the ground unrelentlessley. FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!