@#!$%#%^$@@%^!!!!!!!!!!!!!! w.....t......f
id might as well make this journal all about depressing shit.
right now
idk what to do any more
tierd
my head is filled with guilt,confusion,anger,depression, and a bunch of questions that are gonna have to be left unanswered.
my emotions, and feelings are just hurting people soo...im just gonna have to go back to holding every thing in again....having them kill me from the inside again....o well....used to it...surprised im not dead .......yet.
i have one thing to say about how to describe my life and my feelings inside.....
all of this in my head is a bunch of boulderdash!!!
=====================================^bullshit!!!^
right now
idk what to do any more
tierd
my head is filled with guilt,confusion,anger,depression, and a bunch of questions that are gonna have to be left unanswered.
my emotions, and feelings are just hurting people soo...im just gonna have to go back to holding every thing in again....having them kill me from the inside again....o well....used to it...surprised im not dead .......yet.
i have one thing to say about how to describe my life and my feelings inside.....
all of this in my head is a bunch of boulderdash!!!
=====================================^bullshit!!!^