my life cant get any worse
im starting to realize that my life is starting to get worse...again...my dad is getting me pissed off...my dads g/f is getting all up in my face and getting snotty...im about to kill some one. i got people thinking im goth just cuz i wear all black all the time..u know what from now on im not dealing with this bull shit any more. every morning im always pissed...at lunch time im always pissed...when i get home im always pissed. i get no sleep what so ever. my life sucks really bad.im sorry for all of this bitching but u would be bitching to if ur life sucked as bad as mine. im just a pile of black ashes to every one except olivia. every where i turn, i always see people hugging, and kissing and making out and shit and its really getting on my nerves. i really feel like a loaner. like i got no life, i will have no future, i will end up in the nut house. a FUCKEN LOOSER GOTH PICE OF SHIT!!!!!!!! seriously... if any one out there that can make my life any better, please dont hesitate to make my life any better. cuz im just gonna have to resort to getting runed over by a car or something..if any one could see what i have to put up with they would know why im always pissed off all the time. but NNOOOOOOO no one cares (well i shouldnt say no one) but the majority of the people dont care. they are all just shmucks and they just dont care. another thing thats on my mind is what olivia told me saturday i think...its some thing that has to be kept between me and her and if i told some one she would porbaaly get mad...idk...but im not gonna take that chance so im gonna keep my mouth shut.well im gonna go waste my mind on sometihng cuz im bored as hell.
Ps. i definitly know that none of u are gonna comment this cuz no one ever does and writing this was a waste of my energy and time. but if u want to prove me wrong then comment...and none of that u should look at the bright side of life bull shit cuz u very well know that none of that shit ever helps.
Ps. i definitly know that none of u are gonna comment this cuz no one ever does and writing this was a waste of my energy and time. but if u want to prove me wrong then comment...and none of that u should look at the bright side of life bull shit cuz u very well know that none of that shit ever helps.