why did this have to happen

[dark0ness]

go d i cant take this seperation. Alexa thinks it will help us out but idk. all the stress and emotions are killing me. i cant think about anything else, i cant eat, i can bearly breathe anymore. the worst thing is that she doesnt even know if we are going to get back together.
well a good thing is i finally got my guitar fixed. not like i can stop shaking long enough to be able to play it.