Don't cry emo kid
Is there something wrong with wanting to settle down somewhere long term? I've been in Adelaide for three years now and have not spent more than 12 months in a single place since I got here. Not that I don't want to get out of this house, because believe me, I want nothing more, but I'm just tired of packing my stuff up and moving on so often. So guess what? It's that time of year again. I have a month to find somewhere to live that will let me keep my cat. It's times like this that I realise how very minuscule my group of friends is. A lot of people I know are moving at the end of this year, and they all have friends to move in with, but me? I've got nothing. I think that's what hurts most about this - when things get difficult, I haven't got anyone I can turn to. I'm so sick of this. Maybe I should just pack up and move back to my parents' house. It's obvious I'm not meant to be here.
In other news, I'm exhausted from work and too tired to cook or eat, I have a centrelink and ATO debt hanging over my head, and my cat keeps peeing on my bed (although I think we've finally sorted this last issue out).
God I'm such an emo kid right now. It's been a while... I'd forgotten what it felt like.
*takes a deep breath*
Ok, I feel a little better. Better to vent here than dump my emotional baggage on some unsuspecting victim. Less traumatic for all involved. I need to eat...
In other news, I'm exhausted from work and too tired to cook or eat, I have a centrelink and ATO debt hanging over my head, and my cat keeps peeing on my bed (although I think we've finally sorted this last issue out).
God I'm such an emo kid right now. It's been a while... I'd forgotten what it felt like.
*takes a deep breath*
Ok, I feel a little better. Better to vent here than dump my emotional baggage on some unsuspecting victim. Less traumatic for all involved. I need to eat...