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Don't forget to read about the virus alert in my previous post.
My to-do's today are:
1) Make reservations for hotel
2) Call SE to make meeting a teleconference
3) Call doc - left message
4) Order MRI copies - left messae
5) Run dishwasher
6) Write
7) TBCS paperwork
8) Draft will
I'm a little frazzled. yesterday was very people-busy. Saw my half-sisters (very cool, wish they'd be able to visit more often) and my father and his new wife (#3) for the first time. Probably won't see/talk to him for another year, just because that's how it is with him.
Anyway, I leave in less than two weeks for OHSU, and as soon as I get back it's about time for school registration. And I haven't gotten to do anything fun with my kids that I wanted to this summer. That sucks. I know they have had a good summer, I just wanted to DO some stuff with them and it haasn't happened. It's such a struggle to dos tuff anyway with how everything is. My life sucks. My kids are great, the only thing I love about it right now, but my life as it is just sucks.
i think I want everyone that is coming over and being here to leave me alone with my kids for a while. I'm not sure how to say that to them. I just need a few days to *enjoy* my kids by myself without demands or the presence of other people and no other crap to do. Seems like every time I might have a day without people somebody always shows up. Good-intentioned or no, just for a minute, whatever. Though, B is here now, and I dn't really mind her presence, but she understands such things. I don have some good friends.
So. Going to do my list. Then maybe I'll figure something out.
My to-do's today are:
1) Make reservations for hotel
2) Call SE to make meeting a teleconference
3) Call doc - left message
4) Order MRI copies - left messae
5) Run dishwasher
6) Write
7) TBCS paperwork
8) Draft will
I'm a little frazzled. yesterday was very people-busy. Saw my half-sisters (very cool, wish they'd be able to visit more often) and my father and his new wife (#3) for the first time. Probably won't see/talk to him for another year, just because that's how it is with him.
Anyway, I leave in less than two weeks for OHSU, and as soon as I get back it's about time for school registration. And I haven't gotten to do anything fun with my kids that I wanted to this summer. That sucks. I know they have had a good summer, I just wanted to DO some stuff with them and it haasn't happened. It's such a struggle to dos tuff anyway with how everything is. My life sucks. My kids are great, the only thing I love about it right now, but my life as it is just sucks.
i think I want everyone that is coming over and being here to leave me alone with my kids for a while. I'm not sure how to say that to them. I just need a few days to *enjoy* my kids by myself without demands or the presence of other people and no other crap to do. Seems like every time I might have a day without people somebody always shows up. Good-intentioned or no, just for a minute, whatever. Though, B is here now, and I dn't really mind her presence, but she understands such things. I don have some good friends.
So. Going to do my list. Then maybe I'll figure something out.