Realization this mornng
I realized something this mornng. I sat here thinking how tired I was/am and suddenly realized that physically I ached a little, but I wasn't really *tired* physically. I'm mentally tired, which maes me feel really tired, even if my body isn't. While this may seem like a strange distinction, it actually helps me put things in perspective.
I also realized how good it would feel to stand up and walk to stretch my legs. (Bear with me, this was not just the usual "I wish I could walk thought") I actually could feel that my legs and body *need* to get up and move to stretch the muscles and all and then I would feel physically better. Obviously i can't do it on my own, but it cemented the concept to me that I *need* to do something to make my body able to do this action, even a little. Whether that is irritating pelple enought until they finally take me to the pool every week, or nagging until they put a harness into the ceiling for me, I don't care, but it needs to be done. I am veru certain this would help me immensely and make great strides to walking again.
Classes started again. I dropped the marketing class - a lot more work than i think I can handle this semester, and the class was looking more like a lesson in woking in groups and team-building than learning mardeting techniqes. I feel so much better now. Except I really need to get on my homework for this week again.
On that note, things to do:
1) Call Ruthie
2) Make pastie dough (I'm thinking if i beak this into steps I'm more likely to follow through)
3) Homework:
a) Read rest of SQL chap 2
b) Read Ullman chap 3
c) Read chap 2 for 132
d) 171 HW project
e) 132 HW questions
f) 132 Case 2
g) 132 Case 3
h) 171 Quiz 1
i) 279 Survey
4) Teach May
5) Look for/order Spectrum books for R and May
6) Look for OM Pre and K curriculum
7) Pay MTA
8) Knit to relax
9) Make grocery list
10) Make money to be paid back list
11) Notes on house plans