Mar 20, 2005 15:25
somehow...i always manage to mess up the good things that god has given me in my life
you have no idea of how much of an asshole i feel like right now..
i never meant to say anything to make her mad..never
i promised i would be truthful...and i was...but i guess it didnt work out for the best..
now its just in God's hands right now to see if she forgives me..
i never felt so horrible towards myself before...
:(
who woulda thought..this guy..grown up in the bronx...fought with many ppl there...didnt care about love at all...wouldve turned into this...