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Meg used to cook for us a lot. I remember that. Even after she moved into the guard barracks she would still come over a lot and cook for Father and I. He could cook, it wasn't like he was completely useless in the kitchen, but I think after Mother died Meg needed to feel like she was taking care of us. Me especially. I didn't remember that right away, but when I found out she was cooking for Ty and when she started cooking for me even though she knew I couldn't taste it it just felt normal. That was just something she did.
So I'm sitting here watching the fish I bought from the goblin fishmonger cook and I'm missing her. I wish I could ask her for advice. I wish I could ask her for advice on a million different things. I wish I could ask her how to make a good proper breakfast for the rare times like tonight when I end up keeping vigil while Ten sleeps. I wish I could ask her how long I should let it cook, or what spices I should use, or what else might be good with it. I should have mde her a little radio too, so I could just ask her things whenever I needed to. I always figured there'd be later. I don't know how I could have been so stupid.
So I'm sitting here watching the fish I bought from the goblin fishmonger cook and I'm missing her. I wish I could ask her for advice. I wish I could ask her for advice on a million different things. I wish I could ask her how to make a good proper breakfast for the rare times like tonight when I end up keeping vigil while Ten sleeps. I wish I could ask her how long I should let it cook, or what spices I should use, or what else might be good with it. I should have mde her a little radio too, so I could just ask her things whenever I needed to. I always figured there'd be later. I don't know how I could have been so stupid.