close yet far

Sep 03, 2005 16:17

close yet far. Well summers ending. and im sad. This has been the BEST summer ever. And im super sad that its gone. I have changed so much about myself in this summer. Just my views on things and what not. But yeah. A couple of things that i would have changed about this summmer include:

-Less work @ DQ -Hanging out with friends from school while i was here in July -Spending more time with Family in Ukraine, and getting to know them better -Being more "spontaneous" with things -Taking more pictures of people that i met

But yeah this has been such a great summer, but im getting excited to go back to school and learn. Im NOT foooling around this year. Because seeing how the people that i have met this summer are soo "serious" about theyre lives and school and just the things they do, makes me want to be more serious about it. Like damn all those saskatoon kids have like 94% averages. And the Ortinskys read ALL THE TIME:P and like Ukrainian kids, even though they barely had stuff they were INCREDIBLY serious about school, but they need to be or else they wont get anywhere and end up working at the family shop and living in the village for the rest of theyre lives. And then there is me, just sitting here not doing anything and blowing away the school year. WELL THAT STOPS!

Anyways.
I had a good talk with my mom, dad and chocha donna this afternoon while painting the house. About CYMK. Stefan is going to take on Regional President and im going to take Local President. And were going to do all this stuff with saskatoon and bring them here for fundraisers (Lastiwka, dance groups) and billet it them, dont worry Vannessa and Nat you guys can come too :)
So im really excited about that.
ok work time
_d_
ps i have the best brother ever!

close yet far.

who said that I wasn't right?
I've lived for years without a life
don't have a soul on my side
still ridiculed despite how hard that I have tried
don't take me under your wing
I don't need a hand, don't need anything
I've got a roof over my head
as if I'd rather be alone with me instead

close yet far
drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are
and I'll tip my hat to those who can't believe it's me
no I never never never ever wanted this to be

I can hear the sounds of the city
sunrise and set are the same to me
a hesitating pulse is good company
and my reflection offers no apology
but who said that I wasn't right?
and I've lived for years without a life
don't have a soul on my side
still ridiculed despite how hard that I have tried

close yet far
drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are
and I'll tip my hat to those who can't believe it's me
and I never never never ever wanted this to be

close yet far
drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are
and I'll think of the days when there was something to believe
and I never never never ever wanted this to be

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