FUCK!!! @!#&^%*(%@#$%#$@&%#%$ FUCK!!!
I honestly don't know what to say, do, or anything right now... I'm so angery, sad, and everything that I don't know what to do! I wish Ryun were here!!! Or Ash or SOMEONE... anyone who could hold me and tell me that it'll all be ok... even if it won't...
The above I wrote like 15 mins. ago... I called Neha to vent because everyone else is either in bed or not there or some shit... not to downplay our friendship or what it ment to me that she talked to me when she was doing something... THANKS NEHA!!! Anyways, I vented so I feel better... if you really wanna know what was wrong with me all you have to do is ask...
Bye-bye for now...
The above I wrote like 15 mins. ago... I called Neha to vent because everyone else is either in bed or not there or some shit... not to downplay our friendship or what it ment to me that she talked to me when she was doing something... THANKS NEHA!!! Anyways, I vented so I feel better... if you really wanna know what was wrong with me all you have to do is ask...
Bye-bye for now...