I don't really have right words to use to describe my feelings, but I'll do my best.
I'm so pissed, sad and still relieved that we finally know what is gonna happen. I just loved Ya3 and...they were like the first japanese band I listened!! In Germany when I was about 13 years old. ...why is it so hard to say goodbye???! Nobody is dead, ne!!! And I'm so happy for Yabu and Hikaru, 'cos I love them both and this is a great thing for them. I'm really glad, I mean it. But what about Shoon and Taiyou? Where are they? How are they feeling? Where are they going to go? So many questions, so little answers I keep on telling myself, don't cry!!! This is only a new beginning for all of us....I feel little lost again. I can't help it. WHY!?! No any freaking HeySay, it sucks big time and...well no it doesn't suck big time, but I just have to blame something!!! JOHNNY, I blame you!!! I just so wanna hit you right now. But I can't....DAMN. I'm going to order Ya-Ya-yah singles for me and Jenna... But HeySay, I will byocott them...well not Yabu and Hikka, but still!!!! 'cos I still don't approve....I will maybe never approve.
No more Ya-Ya-yah shows, no more SCs with them, no more Shoon and Taiyou, No more Itoshi no playgaaru and justo wanna loving you. I will really miss it! Why does it hurt this much....???? I must be crazy...or sick...or too emotional.
R.I.P Ya-Ya-yah