Okay. I understand now.

[darfanme]

Hurting myself is one thing.

But when hurting myself hurts someone(s) that I love . . . it becomes inexcusable and devastating. It carries greater weight.

And I cannot explain how sorry I am.

"And I don't know what it is about me -
that I just can't keep still.
I keep thinking someday I will make this all up to you,
and maybe someday I will.

I guess I'll never really be able to tell you
how sorry I am."