Here we go....
Wow....I didn't know I actually had entires on here....everytime I start a "journal" or whatever I never actually go through with it and just end up screwing around and ruining everything....so I'm making an effort to finish something for once lol
Where to start? New years.....I hate new years....Christmas....is there a family in the world that doesn't have some kind of up-roar on a holiday?...."winter break".....WTF?! Call it what it is CHRISTMAS BREAK!
Why can't I have a car? Or a non-phobia of driving? I don't know what my problem is...I just don't want to kill someone...I really don't care if it's me but I don't think I could go about life if I killed someone in a car...
I want to meet new people...I'm getting tired of the people around here....I have some good friends yeah but I need new faces, new personalities, new lifes to listen to.....Speaking of which....I think my career choice should have been to be a psychologist....at least then I'd get PAID for listening to people whine on and on....I've spent FOUR HOURS on the phone with a friend who is afriad of performing a scene in class......someone shoot me.
Music....Love music...if it weren't for music...where would I be?....But apparently NO ONE tours during the dead of winter....I'm going to see Mest in Feb. which is pretty exciting...I tried to see them this summer at the warped tour thing but then Tony did his whole back-thing etc etc so in the end I was stuck going to this big all-day preppy-festivle thing...I saw some man-love and it made one girly-girl infront of me resort to using the f-non-fuck-f-word.....people.....Anyways....But I almost don't want to go see Mest, because I KNOW there will be a million of stupid little sceners...and Portland ones are the WORST....and they'll be like "OMG! I think Tony just looked at me! *squeal*".....or one of them will say how "sick it is that people think Jere and Matt are together"...honestly, I don't know, I think it's a nice thing lol and I'm fine with it if they are/aren't whatever....people need to realize that everyone's entitled to live their own lives etc etc.
Brother dropped out of college.....idiot....all I want right now is to get out, see the world, be educated and go to COLLEGE! What was he thinking?!
Blah....I think I'm done rambling on now....don't be surprised if there's more later.....