If i can choose.. its only you.
my mom liked the thing i got her. black photo frames for the wall with black and white pictures of the kids. she wants me to do more. i was like. wow. she actaully liked it. and she wants me to take more pictures of the kids and stuff. its really hot. i want to go jump in the lake. really really bad. am kinda. blank but at the same time i don't like anyone. well not close to anyone i like so im not hurting. at all. its really nice. but at the same time really really lonely but im not hurting. im thinking i am better off alone. even if i did date chris, how long would it last. a week a month. then what. it would be so pointless. so yea.