I've been bit by the wedding bug.
It's been about two days since my last breakdown. Yesterday was a good day, as was today. When I say "good day" I mean that work didn't want to make me kill myself, I didn't hate food to the extent I usually do, and I didn't drive Dan completely insane. In fact, Dan and I have had a very good past couple of days, noticeably due to the fact that I haven't ranted about food and how upset I am with my diet. I think it's safe to say that 95% of our problems are caused by me and my insecurities about food.
The stint of stomach flu I had all weekend has finally gone away and I feel almost 100% better. I'm back to eating the foods I like to eat and I managed to have a great 7-mile run yesterday. I took today off from running though. With temperatures being what they were today, I didn't feel like making the trekk to the gym. I just wanted to go home and be warm. I'll run tomorrow, Friday, and Saturday, and then I'll definitely be up to my 25 mile mark for the week. :)
I finally finished that book I was so tired of reading... Circle of Friends. It wasn't that bad but it was awfully dragged out. I'm now reading Good in Bed by Jennifer Weiner. I had read one of her other books a couple years back and I absolutely loved it so I thought I'd give this one a go. [I'm obviously lovin' this one as well because I bought the book on Sunday and I'm already past page 230.]
I must be really itchin' to get married because I keep fantasizing about wedding planning. ::shudders:: I even had a detailed dream last night about marrying Dan and the actual wedding day. It was super nice... but I felt a little strange waking up this morning.
I think I'm going to go back to reading now. I need to get to bed early if I'm going to have energy to run tomorrow.
The stint of stomach flu I had all weekend has finally gone away and I feel almost 100% better. I'm back to eating the foods I like to eat and I managed to have a great 7-mile run yesterday. I took today off from running though. With temperatures being what they were today, I didn't feel like making the trekk to the gym. I just wanted to go home and be warm. I'll run tomorrow, Friday, and Saturday, and then I'll definitely be up to my 25 mile mark for the week. :)
I finally finished that book I was so tired of reading... Circle of Friends. It wasn't that bad but it was awfully dragged out. I'm now reading Good in Bed by Jennifer Weiner. I had read one of her other books a couple years back and I absolutely loved it so I thought I'd give this one a go. [I'm obviously lovin' this one as well because I bought the book on Sunday and I'm already past page 230.]
I must be really itchin' to get married because I keep fantasizing about wedding planning. ::shudders:: I even had a detailed dream last night about marrying Dan and the actual wedding day. It was super nice... but I felt a little strange waking up this morning.
I think I'm going to go back to reading now. I need to get to bed early if I'm going to have energy to run tomorrow.