merry christmas
merry christmas children :) i hope you all enjoyed the holiday. i know i did except it went by way way too fast. and this year some things were different. like christmas eve seemed rushed, and it was weird because we didnt go to church last night, intead we went today at 10. last night at my aunts it was sad to see that me and my cousins were grown up. we werent "the babies" anymore. joey is now. and boy do i love that little man. hes adorable. my uncle played this really neat video of a whole bunch of family pictures to music and even though it wasnt about me and my family, it made me think about how quickly time passes and how everyone is continuely getting older. i really dont want to. i just want to stay this age forever. then i sat with my uncle and talked about when i used to spend the night over there how we would stay up late watching movies and then snore so loud wed wake my aunt up. good times. good memories. i miss it. being young and all. oh well i guess this is life. and we have to live it, right? so thats why for 2006 im changing some things. first with my appearance. then on the inside. some feelings need to be erased etc etc. itll be good.
i want to believe in santa again
i want to believe in santa again