Today...
Today, I think, will be a hard day.
Secondary to the fact that I've been on midnight shift schedule the past two weeks, my body wouldn't sleep tonight. Yep. Wide awake.
OK. So, big deal, right. I am working tonight. So, o.k., right.
But, at 2 p.m. today, I am going to meet up with my trainer (went from a 14 to an 8 since February) and he is going to kick my ever-lovin' from here to California, and THEN, whip me into shape. Ugghh. Am I really paying for this?
Divorced-single-mom-with-pain-in-the-rump-ex-husband-anxiety surely did it's part overnight in giving me PLENTY to think about while I lay awake.
I tried to sleep. Tried Inuyasha. Didn't work. s-Cry-ed. Nope. FMA reruns. Nope. Reading blogs. Not that either. Playing the world's most annoying game -- Lost in Blue -- nope. Reading the Dalai Lama. Surprisingly, no (that is one relaxing book). Incense. Nope.
Writing in this blog. Not even slightly tired. Food. Nope. Although, I had too much of that at Eileen's house (edosfankatechan's house). Well, so what now? I'm out of Kava Kava (that is amazing).
Sleep, cold and aloof towards me tonight, I am sure will be more than anxious to befriend me tonight at work, when I NEED to be awake.
I guess I need to spend the next couple of hours reminding myself of all the good things in my life.
Sorry to sound emo. Not really -- just frustrated.
Well, g'morning everyone. How was your sleep?